Every time i step foot out of the house to go start my Christmas shopping ( very late this year )
i end up at the nursery looking at plants ( buying plants ) oops , oh well does make the gardens look good
and once they all grow I'm sure it will look fantastic out there :-)
i took a couple of pictures of the veggie garden not that its flourishing yet but it will after all its only all been planted a couple of weeks ago .
also today i done a little baking thought it was time i pull my self out of this rut and spend some time baking a few treats , and i also spent a hour on my own today for the first time since mums been gone and do ya know what i did , i folded laundry and cried like a baby i mean really cried i am just so heartbroken still and it was good i guess to be able to just sit and howl like a baby with out the kids and partner in the house ( molly is having her own issues with toileting since mums gone and she is on the ball about me being sad or crying so I'm trying to be a bit braver in front of her , i know we all miss mum-nan a lot and molly often says i miss nan i think of her all the time and that coming from my little girl whom has autism is pretty special hearing her express her feelings - mum told me to take her out to the night sky and show her the biggest brightest star and tell her that's nan and we have done that :-)