November 17, 2011

7.10.1944 ---7.11.2011 REST IN PEACE MY BEAUTIFUL MUM xxx

Words can not describe the pain i feel !!!
id like to say it was all as it was promised to be
bye the health professionals and that the end was peaceful
but it wasn't and the nurses stuff up will haunt us for the rest
of our life's ...
all i can do now is pray that mum is at peace and with loved ones
and try to focus on all the good things..this date 7.11 is all so my daughters 16 birthday mums first grandaughter so it made for a hard day but she wrote a beautiful poem to read at her servise and im sure erin will let me share with you at some time..
i miss her soooo very much i feel lost with out her here with me
she was so dang brave right to the very end of her journey here
and I'm so proud of her, i love her so much xxx
mum worried about us 4 girls so much and she told me how hard it was going to be losing
her and she was so right it is so dang painful , i feel like life is just not fair
all i can think about is mum i feel so sad !!!
mum had to special boys in her life and i will right about them over the weekend
her 2 little fury friends never left her side they stayed with her right until the end
bless there little hearts and now they comfort me in my time of need :-)


  1. I am so sorry, I know this is fresh yet and you are so sad. I wish I could help you with the sadness. I'm sending a big hug and lots of love!

  2. Oh my dear Heidi...just the other day I wonder about you ,and how things where with your Mum..I am so deeply saddened to hear about her passing...I feel so deeply for you ...chills of sadness went through my body when I saw your post!!
    As she rests in peace,free from all pain, may the peace of God rest upon you and your family !!

    Loving (((HUGS))) and many kisses for you all
    ♥ ♥ ♥

    Blessing and prayers


  3. I'm so sorry... I still miss my mom and she has been gone for 11 years. Sometimes when things get rough in my life... I think of her a lot and cry a lot. You will be in my prayers and I truly hope that HE will carry you through.
    God Bless...

  4. Dear friend, I read your comment on my blog that you left me.I am SO SORRY to hear about your mum. Please know that she is in a wonderful peaceful and painless place, with the angels and the Lord. I want to tell you a few things but I couldn't find your email address..
    here is my email

    Please email me so I can email you back and could I have your home address as well. I understand to well what you and your family are dealing with. I am just so glad that you commented on my blog maybe mum saw some of my family memebers where they are all together and made sure you commented so we could connect!
    Praying for you and your family,
    Blessing and Big Hugs,

  5. Heidi, I'm so sorry to read of you dear mums passing. Words just don't really bring very much comfort. I wish I could send you a big hug and and say the right things but you'll find your way through all this eventually. Keep the good memories alive and you know just because she isn't there with you, you will always remember and love her. Hugs Maa